the only thing you can change
about your situation.......
is your attitude.
I was under the impression that Guam didn't have "seasons"
unless hot and sticky is a season
But it seems to me that the last couple weeks has brought more of a breeze and less humidity
I'm not sure if this is actually true,
or if it just means that I am adjusting
Also know as the "Melda Process"
with me, it's almost always a process
and even if it's not pretty
at least I know it about myself
If things aren't going my way
instead of feeling sad
I get mean
sarcastic....... (*okay, well, I'm always sarcastic)
They are easier emotions to deal with than tears
Tears bring people around you saying, "Oh my gosh, are you ok?"
Anger pushes people away and allows one to stew in bitterness
Letting it all go is a process
It's not a secret to most that San Diego feels like home
but I couldn't stay there
so it's past time to let it go
Maybe the idea of being in Guam is settling in on me
the attitude adjustment is coming in phases
and more days of joy are creeping up on me
Thank you to friends and family for your prayers
Don't stop praying
God is the same God in Guam that He is in San Diego
I have to make it my choice to find Him here